Our Greatest Fear (Author: Marianne Williamson)

Our greatest fear is not that we are inadequate,
but that we are powerful beyond measure.

It is our light, not our darkness, that frightens us.
We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant,
gorgeous, handsome, talented and fabulous?

Actually, who are you not to be?
You are a child of God.

Your playing small does not serve the world.
There is nothing enlightened about shrinking
so that other people won't feel insecure around you.

We were born to make manifest the glory of God within us.
It is not just in some; it is in everyone.

And, as we let our own light shine, we consciously give
other people permission to do the same.
As we are liberated from our fear,
our presence automatically liberates others.

A Mental Encounter

A man sits in the dark

Plagued by thoughts of a woman out of his sight

Resolving he wanted to have her that night

He didn't mean the love making

The love was there but not to be made

It fueled his lust

He wanted her

To possess her

To dominate he

He thought of all he could and the images flooded his being

He saw her in his minds eye

He would take her and tie her hands over her head

Blindfold her

Leave her on the bed wanting

He'd walk around sizing her up making sure that she knew he was there

Get on top of her and move close to her without touching

Let the heat radiate from his skin so she could feel it

Explore her body with his tongue every part every inch

Bite on her to hear her moan

To see her body arch in the sweet painful pleasure

Leave marks on her neck

Make her nipples sore

Turn her on her belly and torture her

Spank her as she is kissed

Let the tingling start from her heel

Drag it upwards slowly and as he reaches the apex

He would switch to her other side

Letting his tongue scroll down to her other leg

Move to her neck and trail downwards

Step away and leave her there wanting

She closes her legs because of it

Struggles to get loose but can not

And just when she calms down and takes a breather

He swoops in and digs his tongue at the apex of her thighs

And tastes her juicy essence

He had to flip her over

Legs wrapped around his neck as her teased and played

Dripping

Moaning

Moving to the rhythm of his tongue and fingers

As she gets closer and closer to the edge

Losing her breathe

And he stops

Unties her from the bed

But keeps her hands tied together

Bent over the bed

He takes from behind

She pulls the sheets

He takes her hands

Puts them behind her and uses her hair as reins to control her

Mercilessly pounding

In and out

Deeper and deeper

Faster and faster

He is relentlessly spanking her hearing her moan

Drive him even more into a crazed rage

He is claiming her

Owning her

And she stops the fighting and giving in

Moving to his will

Adhering to his unspoken word

Until the world gets still

And all that remains was a gasp from her lips

A triumphant roar from his

The beating of their hearts

The heaving from their chests

As he lays on top of her

And the stillness of the night.



Jah Bless

For the Brokenhearted girl

You are beautiful
I say that with a conviction
No just a word or a mere compliment
A radiant smile
A warm persona
A heart that is golden
It saddens me that you think he broke you
For what I see is a woman hurt and scorned
A heart bleeding from heart
But not a broken soul
Not a shattered mind
Someone who fell scraped herself severely
Bruised and wounded but not broken
He didn’t make time for you
He put his work above you
He ‘d rather have your body than cradle in the bosom of your love
Oh how so sad you must have been
How used you must have felt
The abuse you felt
The neglect
When you only gave him what was precious with and sacred to you
And yet he gave his away as if it were nothing
The abuse you felt
The neglect
The broken promises
The feeling that you were not number one to him
As he was the biggest and at times the center of your world
He was your sun and moon
Your night and day
You blanket on those cold nights
And your cold glass of water on those sunny steamy days
Endearing words, sweet nothings spoken so eloquently
Words woven with promises and bliss
But they were no more than dust in the wind
He didn’t protect you or treat you as his equal
Yet he claimed to be your man and dared to call you his woman
Saying he didn’t deserve you is an understatement
Rather you were already in a league of your own
Higher than his
He tainted your pure soul
Depleted you of your energy
And left you lingering
Thinking of him
Wanting him
Wishing for him to be yours
And yet you hide it
Deep in you letting it eat you
Devour you and them you utter those worth
“He isn’t worth my tears.”
Oh sweet maiden of thine
The tears you shed
The screams you howl
The curses you utter
Are not for him
They are for you
You deserve them
And you must
For in doing so you purge yourself of him
But most importantly to let it all go
Like the ways harsh waves hit on rocks
Only to erode the rough edges and smoothen the surface
How wood is scrubbed over and over again to the same tune
Let your anger burst
Let yourself feel
Do not lock thy heart
Let it cry and wail
Let it cleanse and purify itself
Let it heal
For no man can break your heart unless you let him
I know at times you feel like you gave him everything
That you did all you could under the heavens for him
But alas he didn’t appreciate
He didn’t notice
He didn’t cherish
That will be his undoing and his downfall
For when again he searches for you
You will no longer be within his grasp
He will have lost you forever and will not find one
Loving him
Taking his bullshit trying so hard
I say again you are beautiful
Like a rose that stands after a fire
Or a tiny firefly that illuminates the darkness
For every beautiful majestic thing has a history
Even a piece of coal can turn into a diamond
Your beauty isn’t in your skin
In your looks
It lies within yourself
That true beauty
The beauty that is YOU
So brush it off
Get that dirt off your shoulder
Pop you collar and swerve
cause your hurt may have been tormented
But it did not break.





Jah Bless

First Post of The Year (kinda)

So the new year is here.HAPPY NEW YEAR TO US ALL.I mean there was that lil thing about the world ending init good thing the buggers were wrong.Well at least thus far so lets hope it stays that.
In the coarse of the threat that the world would end,seems people wanted to go on trying all those things they hadn't done yet.You know the whole,"What would you do if the world ended tomorrow" hype.And you know things ranged from having ones first drink to climbing Mt. Everest. In my head though what Id do was really simple and also difficult in its own right.Boils down to apologizing and appreciation.
"Only a man who does nothing doesn't make mistakes." And I have made enough to give dear old Everest a challenge but that's not what I apologize for,that initial mistake,but how I handled things after.The things I did,didn't do,what I said and didn't say and even my tone and attitude.Cause in plain and simple English I FAILED.

I hurt people,saddened them and caused pain.I didn't conduct myself as I should've.I didn't bother when things were rocky and patchy or I made things worse by not doing what was needed of me.So yeah I failed people and for that reason Id apologize.

Difficult to apologize for everything and to everyone but its what Id do.

And mostly apologize and seek forgiveness from myself.I let me down I failed myself more than I failed anyone else and its human but I do and have carried that self resentment with me.So Id try and let it go even for a moment.Sounds like a small task but its a lot more difficult than it sounds believe me.But why go through
all that?

Well simple so you cleanse yourself and enable the appreciation to be.Not to be burdened,not to carry the world on your shoulders just to breath.And how would I be appreciative?Well Id probably light a cigarette,have some whiskey on the rocks and just sit down and listen.To the wind,the rain,feel the sun
,look up at the stars and just take a moment.An honest to God moment in this life and be appreciative and thankful for everything without wanting more or saying what if but for that one moment Id be greatful to be a part of this cosmos.Be it my significance was small or large or if I had any significance at all Id just appreciate.Take a moment people.From the hustle of work,school,family,life and whatever and Breathe.A simple greatful breathe.Its what Id do.Nothing grant nothing out of the normal just a simple moment to chill,relax and take a breathe.

Jah Bless

Random Post

Dark Shadows cross

Floating hovering constricting sight

Warmth lacking

Coldness slapping

Taking away slumber

Giving sleepless night

Eyes blinded like a bat during day

But the pupils are devoid of light

Deep breathes on morning dew

And still no smell

Nothing new

Lips left with tasteless delight

Strapped to a wall

Fight with all one's might

Left with bruises and scars

Thrown so deep

That even stars

Are gone

All parts of time extinguished

5senses diminished

Despair despair despair

In the quiet

In the dark

In the solitude of alone

Even the you can feel and hear it

Du dum du dum du dum du dum du dum

The beat of a heart

Jah Bless

"She walks in Beauty,Like The Night - By Lord Byron (George Gordon)

She walks in beauty, like the night
Of cloudless climes and starry skies;
And all that’s best of dark and bright
Meet in her aspect and her eyes;
Thus mellowed to that tender light
Which heaven to gaudy day denies.
 One shade the more, one ray the less,
Had half impaired the nameless grace
Which waves in every raven tress, Or softly lightens o’er her face;
Where thoughts serenely sweet express,
How pure, how dear their dwelling-place.
And on that cheek, and o’er that brow,
So soft,
So calm, yet eloquent,
The smiles that win, the tints that glow,
But tell of days in goodness spent,
A mind at peace with all below,
A heart whose love is innocent!

Diamonds

 I heard Rihanna say shine bright as a diamond in the sky
The mere imagination is incomparable
The beauty that is a diamond
Its cut
Its glow
The way the light hits it and all around it sends sparkles around the room
Magnificent wouldn't you say







But when I call her a diamond its a beauty that only some will understand
We see only diamonds once refined
Polished and chiseled
In a show room
On ones finger or wrist
Around the neck or on a dress
Worn as ornament and we know not of its tale
We know not that only those with the rarest attributes become diamonds
When I called her a diamond its because she came from afar
She was a mere lump of coal
Yes I know how it sounds but listen to her story
She stood the test of the elements
The Earth buried her Put her through hardships
Pressured her tried to make her break kept her in darkness
Denied her her freedom
The Water tried to drown her
In misery In sorrow
Denied her to breathe
Tried to immerse her in nothing but the darkest and murkiest waters
The Air blew at her Harsh and unrelenting
Trying to peel her and turn her into dust
Always in her way pushing her back as she tried to move forward
And the fire It tried to burn her into dust
Scorch her and leave her marked for life
Story of her life
The hardships and tribulations she went through But the elements failed
For their purpose to diminish her only made her into the diamond I see now The Earth made her harder for all it did was break the outside weaker shell but the core remained intact And she became harder and able to withstand all she will be put under
The Water only washed away her dirt from the Earth and made her smoother
The Wind helped her get rid of the rough edges as the water did and her inner core remained strong
The Fire burned her outer layer and heated her insides
They glowed hotter and hotter
The heat built to its maximum
Until finally she exploded
And all that was left was a lump of crystal
A crystal that when polished,chiseled, and cut
By Love
Adoration Encouragement
Hope
Support
And mostly belief
The diamond emerged from the last folds of its crystal protection
For she was always a diamond
At her core In her essence
At the center of her being But for her to come out of her shell
She had to endure
And endure she did
Thus now the diamond she has become
The one we see Is the most magnificent of all.

I have been blessed to know a lot of diamonds in my life and I'm in awe of them. You were ordinary but made it through the extraordinary and have become the exquisite pieces that you are. We love you, we cherish you, we treasure you. To all the diamonds out there keep SHINNING.
Jah Bless