Untitled XIII

If in this world each and everyone of us
Was to embark on a journey or quest
To find the meaning of life, to find joy, happiness and the sweetness of living
We would not be able to find any of these
For in this journey you would give up and lose hope of finding what to seek
All you would have to do is to look in the one place where all the pillars of love are found
Where you can find out
Who you have touched
And who you cherish
Whether or not your hope and faith are gone
All you would need is to listen to the voice
Coming from your heart
Where all that is treasure and cared for is kept.

Jah Bless

Untitled XIV

Beauty is mysterious and an enigma,

It rarely in what we see but it is in what we feel from those things around us or in what is said,
The openness, the intensity, the raw reality, the love we shared and made,
It wasn’t just physical or because we both hadn’t found someone to spark that part of us that would ignite into an inferno,
It was emotional and more,
It reached into us both,
Broke barriers and boundaries,
It transcended whatever climactic ending I could ever have thought of,
With that one act everything just seemed to make sense and at the same time open up further questions and it rattled things to the core,
Shaken completely the both of us,
Not like the aftermath of an Earth Quake,
But like a large oak tree on the first spring day shaking away the snow from its leaves,
To let the sun shine and warm it again,
To feel the wind blow,
To be born again,
To flourish,
To grow,
To blossom,
I saw beauty with you,
Not in what we did for though it was magical it wasn’t the beauty I saw or felt,
It was after,
As we lay there breathing,
In tune,
The world disappearing,
Nothing else mattering but that moment,
With no separation where you begin and I end,
Time seeming still,
In those small gestures,
Those instances,
You showed me beauty,
The beauty of US.

Jah Bless

Untitled XII

Every minute away from you feels like a life time

Am still for the day you said you'd be mine
I quiver from just the sound of your voice
I still stand and uphold my choice
With each passing day I have a reason to rejoice
I know I sound crazy even a bit ridiculous
But I can't stop thinking of us
What I feel ain't just a crush
or me having a mere feeling of lust
I finally have a cause thats just
To make someone happy
To remove and cast
Away the pain and suffering of the past
I have no reason to test
Cause with you I've been blessed
You are better than all the rest
If your love was a bullet
It would penetrate my vest
And hit me hard in my chest
Right into the core of my heart
I will not let you fall
I'll give you my heart and all
You are my one and only queen
Hopefully we'll be together till I can give you a ring
Make you my wife
Be with you to the end of my life.

Jah Bless

Untitled XI

Look at me when I'm talking to you
Don't give me lip or attitude
Even with your fibs I hear the truth in your lies
I see the broken pillars holding up your pride
I see the hurt behind those eyes
I see the blood on your hands
I hear your muffled screams
Echoing in the vaults of your mind
I'm always with you when your all alone
I'm the one who shows you when you looking wrong
I see the hunger within your soul
I see the reason behind your smiles
I know your deepest and darkest
I know your worst and shame
The guilt behind the disguise
I see how your unsatisfied
I look not at you but through and into
Seeing no one by your side
I am the only one who understand you
Knows the secret behind those scars
Do you taste that?
The bile in your throat
From the depths of your own
The sickening feeling
The repulsion
The rejection
And yet its only I who sees it
I am you and you are me
You can smirk and shake your head
Fight and struggle
Do it all or do nothing
But I am your only true and oldest friend
Through the rise and falls
I tell you no one will know you as I do
I touch your being through this polished one way glass
Run,go play along
I will see you again
As you turn to look at me,you,us
I smirk and wink
Vanishing into the mirror. 

Jah Bless

Untitled X

You feel chained
Your heart is stained
You have endured torture and pain
Hurt from your soul to your brain
Till you want to board the death train
Filled up with thoughts
As if you’re whole being has been caught
The more you struggled and harder you fought
The deeper you sank into the ground
And you realize how your situation is so profound
Feeling as if you losing your sanity
Everything is crumbling down inside you
Still don’t know why you took that route
Still don’t know what this is all about
It gets to a point where you just scream and shout
Not knowing why you have to get so hurt
Not knowing how much more you can work
As if you been cursed from the start
You out of place and it’s as if you shouldn’t be a part
With your black, infected soul
And you corrupted heart
But still you wonder
If you hang on and struggle a bit longer
Will you survive
Or hurtle down to the dark abyss. 

Jah Bless

Untitled IX

Broken heart and shattered dreams
A life you’ve been living where nothing is what it seems
Were you have no one to trust to the end
Your greatest enemy is your closest friend
Your heart, mind and soul
Have been ripped apart and will never be whole
You’re filled with an emptiness that is accompanied by sorrow
Making you pray and wish you won’t live to see tomorrow
When finally you realize it’s too late
You didn’t have time to utter your fate
Feeling there’s nothing worth to give
No reason for you to live
Your soul is crushed until it no longer exists
Your mind is so confused you can no longer think
Your heart no longer beats
With the love and care as before
You have nothing to show
For the life you’ve lived in this world we know.

Jah Bless